Untitled For Me

March, 25th 2010, at the middle of the night:

somethin' happened to me
I feel like I've been changed
never seen with these eyes
never heard the others
just with my heart
and I believe in it

beating harder and harder
since I've met Her
till these arms shaking
she's so glowing

the heat
is a desire
was an anger
a jealousy

have no idea
with this love
I thank the God
for letting me feeling this
either granting or curse

and I am the gray one
breathing here between the white and the black
even the angels nor demons can't affect me
I'm not following darkness nor the light

greeting to the old heaven and earth
do you know the way to find the answer to all this shit
if only I didn't break the promise
I will never feel this
please ask the forgiveness to the God for me
thousands thanks to You